Another year goes by....

Yet another year goes by. 5 whole years since Jacob left us. I just cannot believe that it can be that long ago. It's strange remembering him, he's been gone for so long now, but I can still remember everything about him. The quirks, the way he would cuddle so close, the little patch under his chin. Silly things, but things that made him ours. Boy did we love him. Still do, but it's a complicated love as we have no idea if he is loved elsewhere, or we should be mourning him being at the bridge. I honestly think we will never get closure on him. And what happened. We needed to accept that long, long ago, but as another year is upon us, we still wonder, hoping he's being a grumpy old man taking over someone's sofa. It's all we have. Stay safe wherever you are old man.