Tuesday, 21 January 2014

Another year goes by....

Yet another year goes by. 5 whole years since Jacob left us. I just cannot believe that it can be that long ago. It's strange remembering him, he's been gone for so long now, but I can still remember everything about him. The quirks, the way he would cuddle so close, the little patch under his chin. Silly things, but things that made him ours. Boy did we love him. Still do, but it's a complicated love as we have no idea if he is loved elsewhere, or we should be mourning him being at the bridge. I honestly think we will never get closure on him. And what happened. We needed to accept that long, long ago, but as another year is upon us, we still wonder, hoping he's being a grumpy old man taking over someone's sofa. It's all we have. Stay safe wherever you are old man.

15 comments:

  1. Your dear Jacob went missing since January 21, 2009.
    My pet duck Pipke - the love of my life - died on september 14, 2009.
    I know what happened with her and ever since she hasn't been out my mind. 
    I really do understand how hard it must be "the not knowing" - the uncertainty of his existence. I've read many posts in your blog from the start and believe me: I really feel for you. You've done so much to find him.
    The many beautiful pictures show that it was (I hope "is") a lovely and kind dog. 
    Maybe you will never get to know what happened to him but cherish the beautiful memories you have. I do that too.
    I've even dedicated a blog to my Pipke. There I tell her life story.
    There I give her a second life.
    Hope for you that one day..... I wish you the very best!  

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  2. I hope you find him! It's really sad when you lose a pet. They are a part of your family. Best of luck!

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  4. I've followed Jacob story for years now and must say that he is so lucky to have you both your words every year make me cry I can't imagine what you have been through but like you if it happened to me I would never give up either its just so unfair for you. Its coming up to 4 years since I lost my beloved first bracco rocco at only 9.5 yrs when he died and never a day goes by when I dont think about him. I feel for you I really do. Take care xxxx

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  5. There is a big tweeting session every friday 730pm by @HelpFindThem14. She has a FB page too. HelpFindThem. You could ask to have Jacob added

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  6. We just stumbled upon your bloggie today and wanted to stop and wish you peace, with much respect and prayers that your baby is indeed warming someones sofa.

    RA

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